Posted in Family, Life Questions

Where AM I?

The week has been extremely tough.  The kids at school were acting out, work was trying, and my emotions ran high.

I realize that I go grocery shopping and I see no one that I know.  I go to church and see no one that I know.  I go to work and I see no one that I know.  I mean, I know who they are and a few things so we can carry on a conversation, but I do not REALLY know them.

I knew that this transition was going to be hard, but those days that I realize it, are extremely difficult.  I want to go to the store and get caught by someone I know, chatting about their troubles and family problems, or prayers they need.  I miss the times where my phone rang every hour for just a chat or a check in.  I get few phone calls, few words of encouragement from any one other than my AMAZING husband.

Don’t get me wrong, I love being here around my family, starting a new life with this man of mine, I just miss friendships and acquaintances, and those that simply know me.

Do I seem petty? Am I being crazy? Maybe I am just needy…

I am sure there will be a day that I am able to feel comfortable again.



I am not your typical Texas Girl. I do not wear makeup and do my hair up big! I do not eat out every night, like so many around us. I do enjoy to being with my husband and children and have truly enjoyed it for the last 22 years. Yes, we fight, yes we disagree but we never chose any other life. We fight for one another and our family that is near us. We stand strong against adversity and never sway in our beliefs even when it is going against the grain. We have been blessed in many ways by the God above and remain amazed at the gifts and blessings He has poured over our children. Our walk has had ups and downs but we always return to one another. God Bless each of you reading this blog page!

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