Loss

Even though it has been almost 15 years, the wounds seem fresh with each visit or thought. Although there are many times you cross my mind and not a tear wells but it’s those thoughts that bring the most hurtful or joyous memories that bring the flowing of pain to the surface.  The heartaches, disappointed days that were high in numbers, the joy that was felt with every hug, and the laughter that came from your lips.  When those surface and I can smell you and hear your call for my hand, that’s when the pain worsens deep within.  That is when I want to scream, cry, hit, and just forget all the pain that was brought on my your choices.  The depth of my love for you has no end. No one will ever replace or understand our love.

I love you Daddy!

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